hey .. hmm .. how long have i not been postin here ? hmm .. actually .. i dun know. man .. i m hvin stress ! nxt tue, i hv to cook for home econs. i hate cookin` ! we hv to buy those ingredients ourselves ! at first, my home econ teacher told mii tt she is gg to buy the fish fillet for mii. when i got back the recipe i wrote, she said " cn u buy tt urself ? " grr .. anyway, who cares. i cn buy it myself, rite ?

NAFA is comin and i hadnt been exercisin` much. i m sure to fail my NAFA ! bt with the help of my bestie, i think i cn at least pass my 2.4km run. we agreed to go joggin together in the park nearby.

i want the motorola V3x !!! bt my mum juz wont get it for mii. at first i was eyein for the N6280, bt when it arrived, my bro took tt first as he wanted tt phone too. since my mum n my bro had to same model, i had to choose another one. i had been thinkin of changin to motorola, so i went to check it out, tts when i saw motorola V3x. i fell in love with tt phone after readin all the functions it had and wat the package includes. i told my mum tt i wanted tt phone bt unfortunately, there were no plans to upgrade and my mum cnt possibly buy another line, tt would be like wastin money. so she told mii tt she probably wont be buyin any phone for mii. i was furious when i heard tt bt i cooled myself and tried askin her again. she then gave many reason on why i should not buy and she had her brother to convince mii in givin up on tt phone. bt i really like tt phone so much ! so i gave many reasons on how good it was.lol. my mum gave the phone to my bro and gave the new line to mii. it is so unfair tt he get a new phone and i juz had a new line. ya i know tt his phone was over 1 yr then he sld use the new line instead of mii. for mii, i rather hvin my old line back then to hv a new line without a new phone. sometimes, i juz feel like shoutin` out loud bt i had to keep the anger sealed.

i talked to my dad juz now, he encouraged mii to hv more confident in myself. he knew wat i was thinkin` even though i didnt tell him. he knew tt i had kept alot things to myself, not wantin to show it out. after tellin mii wat he knew, i was touched. he is the only person who knew wat i was thinkin`.although, my mum, too, had encouraged mii to b more confident after tellin her my problems. my parents are juz the best in the whole wide world ! mum, dad, i love u ! u both r the best !

ok, i hv to slp now. i will write more when i hv the time. signin` off ~