don't know what got into me today. was totally freaking out. it's like i totally have no mood to take in irritance. well, went to bugis today. suan and i had to be responsible for ning ! she wanted to tag along. then my mummy fetched us to bugis. then i was thinking of something then ning said she was expecting my mummy to wear skirt today so she had decided to wear skirt too. it's simply sweet talks ! then i was like telling ning that my mummy never ever wear skirts on weekends. then my mummy was totally on her side ! she was like saying she would if she wanted to. then i said that i had never ever seen her wear skirt on weekends and now, ning is telling us that she WOULD expect my mummy to wear skirt ?! i know im too much but it's simply SWEET TALKS. wad the heck !! then i wanna say something and guess wad ning did .. she was like shut up .. shut up .. shuuttt uupPP ..... !!! i was like please norhh, she totally didnt respect me ! then i just lose my temper. i kinda shouted at her. then i was totally frustrated. haiix. but after awhile, i was totally fine. then we went to converse cause i wanna buy a new pair of school shoes. but the sizes there were freaking big. haha, then didnt get to buy any. went around shopping norhh. drank bubble tea. three of us drank my fav. flavour. YAM MILK TEA ! it freaking nice ! i juz lurve it !! xD then was totally shopping for ourselves. then when we were about to use up all our money, we suddenly thought of mata's present. we went to 77th street and bought him a wallet. then went all the way to heeren. i told my mummy about going to heeren ourselves. then she called me, asking where we are. then she was like okay with us going to heeren ourselves. then went to cineleisure and ate at pastamania for dinner. went to take neos again and met up with zipeng and junrong. took a train back to yishun. suan's mum came to pick us up later.

went back home at around 11 plus then my mummy was like nagging at me again norhh. she was like next time don't anyhow bring ning around. what if she get lost how ? then i was like i thought you were okay with it when you called me. you totally didnt say anything. then she was like you were at the station already, what do you want me to do ?! then i was like, so what .. it happened already. then she was like saying that im totally responsible for ning then i told her that ning was already back home safely. then she duno say what. then she said something about my attitude. heyy please, i cant always be in a good mood right ? it so happens that im in a very bad mood today, so you cant blame me for talking to you rudely. it like seriously ! im about to explode ! we wanna rome anywhere we want but there she is, preventing us from doing that. im sorry narhh but you seriously need to be with your mummy norhh. cause, your parents and my mummy totally dont trust me ! they think im too young to take good care of you. if they really think so, then i seriously don't want you to tag along ! that's one thing i hate ! peeps who don't trust me ! they think if you tag along with me, you'll get lost, missing, gone ... then just let them be ! so in the first place, why should they allow you to tag along ? im totally capable in looking after you ! im totally hurt ! how can they not trust me ?! it's freaking hurtful ! my heart shattered into million pieces ! so get the facts right ! im the one who's hurt ! not you ! so don't come asking me why i don't want you to tag along ! if you wanna blame someone, blame them ! they are the one who made me lose the confidence in taking care of you. it's totally gone ! im hurt ! TOTALLY HURT !!

you are totally the one i want. i've finally become visible to you. im out of that deep dark hole. you've saved me from that montrous hole. Thank you ! would you be mine ?