heyy what's up people! i'm in school right now. waiting for my cca to start lah. it's gonna start within half an hours time. don't really feel like going lah. but what to do? DARLING ain't in school today. he's out for the charity soccer. hope his team win. xDDDD but, im not sure if he's feeling better lah. i'm kinda worried now. =.= seriously, missing him lah. but what the heck. wish him the best for his match.

hmm, woke up as usual today. i kinda got out of the house quite early. cause i thought i was late already, so .. rush rush RUSH! then in the end, it's still early man. then bus-ed down to the yishun train station. train-ed down to sembawang and waited for shiqi there. walked to school with her. reach the parade square and i was sweating like mad again lah. ahhhh! hate it, really hate it. cause right after that comes the stinkiness. haiix. then went up to class. first period was physics. we went through the test papers. did the corrections. after that, we all slacked. slept like a pig. i didnt even know that the teacher left the class lah. she's a good person man! she just let us sleep. then slept for one whole period. as ms sasi didnt come again. woke up and it's chemistry. went on with classes. i totally forgot everything about chapter 9. then totally didnt get what was going on lah. i was seriously blur at that time. then it was recess. went down with jennix. then ate with hu and gang. ehh! today, the canteen and my classroom totally feel so empty lah. loads of people from my class went for the charity soccer, some went there to help. then the canteen also look so empty, it was damn quiet lah. all of us wasn't used to the quietness. creepy~ then went back to class, slacked again cause it's sasi's lesson. did some worksheets during chinese lesson. then A.math. we were given work too. i seriously hate myself lah! loads of questions i didnt know how to do. totally feel like a failure.

i was told to check my results and was totally disappointed. really felt like dying lah. fcuk! this time, there ain't any As for me. my mum is sure to kill me if she knows about this lah. i think i'm gonna get grouded for this lah. she's gonna take loads of things from me. ahhhhhhhh! seriously don't know how i'm gonna tell her this. i seriously wanna die right now. will dying help? is death the best choice for me now? ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! okay, shall blog when i get home. jol: GIRL! smile! just smile! xDDDDDDD

please, it's just my thoughts. i didnt really mean to say that alright. im sorraye, BABY!