man, i'm having a massive headache right now. i have no idea why. i'm really tired lately, i have no idea why too. i've been dozing off during lessons, my eyes couldnt stay open and i tend to be in a daze too. most probably, i'm lacking of sleep or maybe something else. sigh.

today, my brother and i went to have an early reunion dinner with my daddy, grandma, uncle & family. the food was good and i guess we all had a great time there. my uncle's daughter was superbly cuteee! but she was kinda shy though. well, she made my daddy and grandma happy, that's for sure. chinese new year is just tomorrow, cant wait to go visiting. by the way, there's a concert happening in my school but i'm not going, well reason being, it's just half a day and it so happens that, there's a place i have to go and cant wait to go. something so much important than my school's concert which i'm not gonna mention it here. (: anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance though. :D

have i been lying to myself all this while?
no matter what, i'll turn that lie into a fact.
free myself from such torments.
but it shouldnt have started in the first place.
such mistakes had jeopardize you and me.
i shall say no more...

FRUSTRATED!

Jol!