Question: If both your boyfriend and mum are drowning in the sea, and you're the only one who can save them, who would you save?

Answer: I rather die with them. At least we 3 will still be together in the after life.

I fucking hate this idiotic question! You're making me choose between 2 people I loved most during such a crucial moment. And I seriously hate that. That's why I said I hate emotions, and my indecisive attitude. I rather make everyone happy or I don't at all. I rather have everyone I loved most to be happy together with me or I just dont have them at all. Making everyone satisfied individually is stressing me out! I rather be alone, just me in this unfair world. No, let me rephrase that, I rather not be a part of this at all.

I can never and I really mean never choose between people I loved most. You want me to take sides in a family conflict, I'll just ignore and let them settle themselves. If I ever join a mafia gang and I'm told to kill the next person and it's one of my family members, I'll protect them instead until the boss shoots me in the head. You guys dont know how I see the word family or even the 2 words loved ones. They are much too dear to me. This includes Jo.

Please, please, dont ever make me choose between them unless you really want me to die.
[Oh great, I just gave my enemies an idea on how to get rid of me. Shucks.]