Monday, March 02, 2009

Good afternoon.

About the previous post, seriously, I've no issues with extensions, just stating what I thought. They're actually quite nice, making one look more beautiful.

One thing I've to say is that, I'm so SO bored staying at home! Later, I might go down to city hall to get a book that I've been dying to get my hands on. But still it's a might, mainly because I'm a lil too lazy to lift my ass off this chair. I just had lunch and I really have this urge to lie on my bed and just fall asleep. Pig behaviour much? Anyway, I don't exactly do stuff alone. Usually, I'll have at least one friend along with me. If not I'll just stay at home and rot my way through to grave. But, trying to be independent here. I like my cous' attitude, she's so independent and determined. Well, being the oldest among the lil trios, I think she's the more mature one in a way of how she plans her life. She has a goal in life and she's ready to achieve it. She has a game plan, unlike me. I think my bro is totally right about what he said about me. I don't know what I want in life, no game plan at all. So right now, my life is so screwed up because there's so many routes infront of me and I don't know which one to choose. No wait, I do have a goal in life, just that that route has been sealed up after sec 2's streaming. And worst thing is that, I'm not doing anything about it. I wanna open that route again. Well, I wanna change that, I really wanna. But saying is one thing, doing it is another. Seriously, I think that my whole family has determination but not me. I'm still wondering about what my mummy said before, about picking me up from some rubbish dump. Haha. Anyway, I feel ashamed about not being independent at the age of 17. Haha. Oh well, I'll prolly go down later. Hopefully, that book is not sold out. If it is, man, am I the unlucky one.

Alright, I'll chill for awhile before heading down.
Jol!

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