i'm not sure! is it my stomach that's making me feel this way, or is it my heart, aching away? honestly, i cant tell the difference now. both parts are aching. i think i ate the wrong stuff today. but, what's with my heart? it's aching. maybe cause i'm still thinking of the past. do i deserve such pain? YES. is it because i took everything for granted? maybe. what do i have to do to forget the past? thinking of it, is really killing me. i really felt like going back and change everything back to normal. it's like something is missing in my life. no! it's our life. if only i could do better in the past, then, i will not feel that guilty now.

it seems like we're never going back huh? well, it's official. we're going our seperate ways now. maybe it's for the better? well, it's every person for himself now. from now on, i really dont wanna be too dependant on others. i wanna be independant, i wanna be strong, but! can i do it?

anyway, enough of that. today, i had lessons as per normal. ohh! really wanna THANK laoniang for the present. hmm, nothing interesting happened today. it's boring old lessons. but, laoniang and i stayed back to finish up our homework. Lols. something happened that made laoniang abit frustrated. Lols. so, after that, we went home as there aint any CCA today. reached home at around 5.30pm, and it's exactly the time for me to watch my show. watched and slacked for awhile. went for a shower and ate after that.

so here i am, blogging away. well, it's getting pretty late. no! it's SUPER late! it's almost 2am! alright! i better get into bed. byeeeee!