[o5o8o7] sunday

well, i woke up pretty early today, as i was suppose to go to school to help out with my CCA. yesterday night, i messaged ngoh and drey pretty late as i confirmed the timing with ching at the last minute. so ngoh didnt manage to tell her uncle before hand so she went to school super early. well, apparently it's totally my fault. Lols. ohh well. got out of my house late and so, i arrived in school late. i went up to the school hall straight away. then i met up with xn and drey and the rest of the photographers. after awhile, we were told that 4 of us is only needed for today. we all were like "WHAT?!" but, we all were told that it's complusory, so we all came early in the morning! so we just waited in the hall. but, no teacher came so the others were like playing and having fun. xn and i went out for a walk cause it's pretty boring. we went to see people playing soccer. well, seeing them playing soccer reminded me or someone else. sigh! shall not go into that. then we went down to check if the canteen was open but apparently, it's not. sigh! i was pretty hungry by then. so we just looking at pictures on the notice boards. we went up after awhile. it's boring! then we all decided to play true or dare. it's fun though. i'm beginning to like the people in my CCA. really! at 11.30am, we had to leave the school cause there's another CCA going on in the hall i guess. well, i went straight home as i'm having tuition afterwards. first thing was to eat my lunch, took a short nap and then it's TUITION! ohh! i remembered something, well, it's been a month since i had that "worse day of my life" thingy. i still can remember what had happened on that day. it's seriously heart tearing. having you leaving me, my heart quickly filled with regret. why hadnt i do better back then? a mark, a scar, a painful memory was left permenantly on me. but, what's done can never be undone. a new beginning would start when you look ahead, but looking back would just be seeing the disaster you've made. well, that's my opinion, what do you think? back to the entry. after tuition, i kinda slacked again, chatted with my mum and my brother. then i was told to have shower as i'm going to my grandma's house. as expected, i was the last one to get ready. sigh! my brother drove my mum and my auntie to northpoint and then both my brother and me head to my grandma's house. waited for my dad and grandma downstairs and we took them out for dinner. we ate at this thai restaurant. well, it's my first time eating thai food, it's nice but pretty spicy. ohh! i saw denise there too. she's prettier in person. well, after dinner, we walked around in doing window shopping and then, we head back home. we went up to my grandma's house for awhile, and then we have to leave cause it's getting pretty late. well, my brother and i had a good chat about studies while on the way home. THANKS, brother! i'll try to change. after that, did my homework and went off to bed.

sayonara`
Jol!

i finally know the answer to my question! but, i'm not sure if i'm able to do that.
i want a better future for my family and me!