heyy people! well, i woke up as usual today. i think it's much earlier than usual. ohh well, got ready and stuff, and left my house at around 6.40am. i bus-ed down to the train station and train-ed down to sembawang. today, i aint meeting anyone, so i walked to school alone. but, with my ipod with me, i dont feel lonely at all. Lols. music is my medicine! then reached school, sat down in the parade square and started to stare into space. then it's assembly. after assembly, we went back to class for OYL. we did reflections and stuff, and after that, it's slack-time! well, enough of slack-time, next was, geography! mostly, we did group work. then you know, blah blah blah, it's just lesson, lessons, LESSON! so let's talk about what happen after school. hmm, it's after school and the 3e2-ians cant head home yet, cause we all had a survey to do. well, it's the every year survey. at least, once a year, we had to do the same survey, and it's like 90 over questions i guess. ohh well, it's just a survey lah, no biggy right? Lols. so jennix and i went to the cosmix to put down our bags. then we headed to the toilet cause we are in need for one, badly! Lols. after that, we went down to the canteen, looking for the others. but, we didnt manage to find them. so we went staight to the com room 1, for the survey. we were the few first ones to arrive. so we were told to help turn on the com and log in. so we waited for everyone, and then, we started the survey. Lols. i took quite a long time to finish it. Lols. then after the survey, i accompanied jennix for awhile before going back home. i met france and laoniang at the bus-stop, so i took the 962 with them. we three chatted away and then i alighted at france's place, took a 965 back home. hmm, i admit that it's much faster and it's much nearer to my place. reached home and slacked awhile before my tutor came. well, as usual, we chatted before starting the class. "i've realised that i've really hurt you alot. i've hurt you pretty deep too, and i'm sorraye. i've also realised that i didnt get my facts right, i didnt put myself in your shoes. maybe, i also just dont know what guys are thinking these days. i totally forgot what kind of guy you really were. i kinda regretted not getting back with you. but, there's no point now, cause, i know, you're already hating me. i should have been more understanding and not flare up over trival matters. maybe that's my nature. maybe i'm not understanding at all, maybe, i'm those unreasonable, hot-tempered ones. i should have thought before doing anything, i know what i've done had made you feel that i aint the same as usual, and i know that what i've done was really wrong and hurtful. so, you can say, meeting me wasnt meant to be, meeting me is your bad luck. i'm the chaos in your life. i'm the one who recked our friendship. so, i'm sorraye for all the pain i've cause. i'm not your light, but the darkness. i can neither shine light nor can i help you find your way around. i hope you'll find yours one day, hope that because of her, your life would be brighter than usual and be filled with colours and happiness." well, that's what i need to get off my chest. well, loads of people made me realise that, and i'm really guilty conscious now. sigh! ohh i did loads of memorizing. she showed me this article on dog-napping, and i was totally shock as it's about a breed i liked. CHIHUAHUAs! they are just the cutest breed ever! so it states that, three 3 months old pups and four 6 weeks pups were stolen! i mean, how cruel is that? they still need intensive care! if not, they will die! i hope they are alright man! then after my tuition, i got pretty slacky again. so here i am, blogging away.

well, i think you're pretty lucky. there's not much memorise revolving around you. i mean, now, the places i'm in, it's filled with memorise. the only thing i can get rid of them is to sell out my belongings. but, i dont want to and what's more, i dont have the power to. what's worse is that i tried forcing myself but, i made no progress. sigh!