well, it's 23 once again. i'm really missing this date. memorises that were once reality are just flowing back again. erm, i know it's not surprising as it's not even a month. so yea, i know it's normal. but, thinking back, i know i've done loads of things to hurt him. if everything didnt start, maybe, by now, we would still be friends, not quarreling after every word was spokened. well, it's for sure that i wouldnt forget you. our reality will also become one of my memorises. but, the main point of this entry was to tell you, I'M SORRAYE! sorraye for giving you so much trouble. physically and emotionally.

well, i hope everything will turn out right for you and me. we'll still be friends right? i'm willing to just disappear from your pressence, cause, i hope all the bad memorises you have will just disappear, like me. but, how am i going to do that?