it is mother's day today and just because of some trival matters, everything became an outrage! is it so wrong to put myself in someone's shoes?
yes, i agree that responsibility is important, but then again, how would you know her real situation? call her irresponsible but, you may not know if she's really that sick to get up? you've been sick before, dont you feel so weak that it's like hell when you move? yea, sorethroat aint that serious but, still she's sick. in another point of view, maybe she's just giving excuses, you and i had thought of that too, but still, POSSIBILITIES! we cant jump into conculsion just like that! it may be true and that's where guilt comes in! FYI, everyone aint the same. some may just be weak but others strong. everyone is different...

another FYI, i went into my room was because you just dont seem to listen to me. it just seems that whatever i have to say will just be crap to you, as if it's just not worth listening to, you know how much pain i suffered?! it's so DAMN HURTING!!! esp. from YOU!

then again, i'm sorraye. i just cant control my anger.

i hate my damn attitude! hate it so SO MUCH! i dont understand, why in the world would a person cry when they are angry?! why?! i dont understand! would someone just explain to me! just take it that i'm dumb and stupid, just freaking explain to me, why! it's so damn embaressing if he/she is in a quarrel and then breaks into tears, wont he/she look like a weakling in other's eyes?! (okay, whatever i've said, just ignore)

anyway, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! i'm really sorraye for what happen today.

it was suppose to be a really great day for her, but i ruined it ...