Am I being too sensitive or is it true that everything is changing? Well, to be honest, it's only a one day observation, so probably I still cant make any assumptions yet.

Anyway, I admit that I was owned by my "oh-so-good" friends at milkcafe, cause apparently, I couldnt think of anything to shoot back. Hah! I'll find my ways. :D Anyway, it was great eating with them cause they were the ones who made me smile to my fullest. *Okay, to be precise, I was laughing to my fullest! Tears of joy! Hah!* Before that, I wasn't in any right state to do anything other than sitting infront of my desk, doing work. People around me just never fails to influence me. Call me sensitive but, I just feel a sense of rejection in the atmosphere. Especially when you came in to my class for just that few moments, my focus was ruined! Our 2 coincidentals totally spoils my mood. No! I just cant stop the urge from thinking, feeling, seeing you! Yes, yes! Once again, I'm distracted! Always! It is at this crucial moment, I get REALLY distracted! For the past few years, I've been sharing but, somehow, they just get really tired of hearing it EVERY SINGLE year! Though unsaid, the tone of their voice just tells me, "Oh! Not again?!" Well, there goes my listening ear. But do you think I want such distraction?! If I were given a choice, I won't want such pain, who would?! Anyway, I think I've side track too much. Back to the topic. Yeah, so eating with them simply makes me happier. I don't know, am I getting too sensitive or somehow just paranoid?

I've been thinking. Have you ever thought about the things you do to people, might eventually reflect back on you? Friends. What does it mean these days?
When one talks about another behind their back to you, what makes you think they won't do the same thing to you? It's the happenings in these few years, made me wonder...

Am I thinking too much?
The rain kept falling...

Oh well, signing off...

Sayonara`
Jol!