well, sorraye but this post just aint gonna be pretty again. cause something made me freaking pissed!

this aint the first time, i tell you! it's really getting on my nerves and i really cant stand it no more! i actually missed the bus AGAIN! *well i know what you're thinking, but could you let me finish? thankyou.* :D i was at the busstop at my usual timing. so i stood there, listening to my music and waiting for the bus patiently. then 859 came, as i stepped forward, raising up my hand for the bus, it just drove pass me. i repeat, IT JUST DROVE PASS ME!!! what?! am i too slow? or is the bus driver just driving off too fast? too fast to even see if there's any people who wanted to board the bus! i mean, from what i've observed, most bus would just drive in, to even see if there's anyone going to board. but that freaking driver didnt! he just drove off, without having the initiative to drive in and probably wait a second or two to see if anyone is boarding! it's not like there's only me standing at the busstop, there's like 10 over people standing there! And i just rushed forward like an idiot, waving at the bus driver and he just drove pass me! WHAT IS THAT?! there's so many people, INCLUDING naval base and canberra students there! being incharge of 859, dont you think the bus driver should even have the basic knowledge that they are driving towards canberra sec?! THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME ALREADY! okay, the other times may be excusable cause there's another bus infront, so maybe the 859 bus driver wasnt able to have a clear view, and so drove off. okay, that didnt piss me off that much. but this time is just plain ridiculous! there aint any bus infront, i rushed forward, he drove too quickly that somehow seems to have just missed his turning. so like i said, was i the slow one, or was he just driving off too quickly?!?!?! all this " missed the bus" had caused me to be late for school SEVERAL TIMES already! well, after i had missed my bus again, i waited there, no longer patient anymore. i really felt like going home and just skip school! but well, i didnt. being a desperate kid, the moment a taxi with a green light appear, i quickly jumped out, hoping to get a ride. but nooo..., he just drove pass me too... so several taxi drove pass me and unluckily, there were people inside. then 859 came, so had no choice but to board the bus. OBVIOUSLY, i was late again! it's the freaking 4th time! * i aint gonna go for detention!*

it's the run today, and after DM released us, i went up to class, left my bag there and went out of class. i was totally not in the mood for anything but running all my anger out! but something else cheered me up, my embaressment! haha! it's hilarious, it's still in my head now. Lols. i was walking towards the field and i just fell down this small, diminish slope. Lols, it's early in the morning and the grass is still wet from all the morning dew. so i just slipped and fell into the kneeling position. Lols. sahil and GZ was behind me, i was superbly embaressed. but then, it cheered me up. i couldnt stop laughing. Lols. i know, i'm weird. so the next thing that made my anger totally went away was my lovely friends. they just made my day. without them, i may just be the most unfriendly person in the world. i really love you guys. so i jogged with them, played along the way, ran our lungs out, it was just the medicine that helped my anger management.

well, it's gonna be another school day tmr, so let's see if i really missed the bus again.

sayonara`
JoL!

PS: you guys may think i'm alittle petty, but this is how limited my patience is... cause it's just not the first time!