Where have I been all this while? Somehow, I just have the feeling that i'm missing out alot of stuff in life. Everytime, when I go into a trance, I just feel like bursting into tears but,somehow, i dont have the courage to. It's a lonely world and my world is starting to desaturate. Another 4 more months or lesser to my major exams, do you know how stressful it is just by thinking of it? But what really demoralised me was my trip to the gym yesterday. I couldnt help thinking about how weak I had become. It must be the damn chocolates I had been eating these few days. But, dont you think it's quite impossible for that to affect my stamina so much? I mean, yesterday, it was my shortest run ever! No matter how many times i told myself to be optimistic, somehow, now i dont seem to be listening to myself anymore.[Jolene, what is that gonna do with your run?] Well, i just became superbly emo when i walked out of gym. Not even one line of smile appeared on my face.

I'm sorraye, it's just another post about my emo-ic behaviour.

Now, even the sky is crying...

Well, gotta start mugging.
Sayonara`
Jol!