Please, ignore this for awhile.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!
okay.
I really do appreciate whatever you're doing however, the moment you ASSUMED that I hated you, everything went hay-wire for me. Your words absolutely crushed my heart into dust! Do you know how much I've change ever since you advised me about my bad habits? I've changed till a stage where I am unable to be myself around you. To be honest, the feeling you gave me is no different from a stranger. I cant talk to you without having to be someone I am not! Whenever I see you, whatever I wanted to say to you just vanish. Like you said, you have much more life experience than I have, so I'm afraid that whatever I intended to say will just be worthless to you. I'm afraid I might say something stupid infront of you. I just wanna treat you like how I treat her. I'm sorraye, maybe I am too over-sensitive that I've misunderstood your intention. But, since you knew that I dont want to go on any further, why prompt? I know that's just you, so in that case, we clash. But do you even know me well? You asked me if I had put myself in your shoes, but I dont think you've done that either. Yea, I know I'm not in any position to even say that. However, have you ever wonder how much effort I had to put in to prevent tears from falling? I tell you, IT'S LIKE HELL! I cant breathe, I cant think, I cant even put my face anywhere! I feel EXTREMELY PATHETIC! I was doing so well at first, but when you said that 3 words, you're just OVER DOING IT! How can I hate you?! HOW CAN I?! Please, you're just putting in the hate for me! I almost hated you for saying that, but I'm just unable to, yet. I can never hate you! If I hate you, why would I even try getting close to you even though I know we're far apart. Why would I even bother to change everything you said you hated about me? I can feel the care you have for me, but why cant you feel mine and instead, you felt my 'hatred'?! I just dont understand. And yes, I really feel very stupid around you. Anyway, you've seriously crushed my heart, to think that my love for you have been mistaken for hate. I cant believe this man! Anyway, I really do appreciate your advise, thankyou! However, that is all I'm able to take from you, nothing less, nothing more. I'll take your advise in mind. Just 3 words.

How do you mend a shattered sculpture?

Sayonara`
Jol!