heyy people! i'm still in school, waiting for my course to start. damn, i was thinking of going down to my grandma's place today, but dont think i can. so maybe some other day then. have you realise anything? today is friday the thirteen! Lols. i'm not trying to be superstitious or anything, but i'm just stating the fact. xDDDDD

hmm, everything just felt like it's a new beginning. well, i'll be able to cope with it, we all will! my family is STRONG! xDDDDD but, actually nothing much have changed, because, he'll always be with us, always in our hearts. :)

well, next week, there will be students from beijing coming over to our school and my friends and i were selected to be their host. well, actually, it's for 2 weeks. we each will be paired up with one student. i'm seriously nervous. i'm afraid i have nothing to say. well, i'll try to bring up more topics. besides, my friends will be there with me, but except during lessons. the good part is that, it's fun, fun,FUN! we'll be going to down town east, maybe have a chalet there, and maybe, we'll have loads of activities there. man! i'm really getting excited. i hope i wont dissappoint them. like what mr ng said, we're representing our school and our country. LOLS! alright, wish me all the best. haha! i'm thinking, what if, at the very last minute, i'm being replaced by someone who can talk and host better then me. awww, that's would be a drag man!

Lols, the course is starting real soon. people are arriving. the photographer is already here! by the way, his shots are really very nice. Lols, but today, it's students from primary schools. i guess we'll be the oldest. Lols. alright then. i think i'll stop here.

sayonara`
Jol's out

it's just a status. it's either you're in or you're out! even though we both know the answer, it does hurt me as much as it hurts you.