I know it's a sin to think of you, to have that little ounce of feelings for you, to crave for you...

I have no idea why but please forgive me.

Now, I'm overwhelmed with confusion. Am I over you, or is this just that one time when I look back at those beautiful memories and think, "What would it be like if everything had went on smoothly?" ?

I don't know...

But after today, I swear, it's gonna be the last time that you entered my train of thoughts in such a way.

Moreover, I doubt you've ever felt this way about me...

Jol!