heyy peeps! well, now, i have a mixture of feelings in me. well, there's quite afew things that had happened.

hmm, woke up slightly later than usual. so i kinda missed my bus. so i had to wait for the next one, which will probably make me late. but, i rushed. so i managed to reach school in time. but! i'm all sweaty again! argh! man! we're suppose to look fresh and clean early in the morning, but, i'm all sweaty early in the morning. it's just not right! after the national anthem, we all went off for lessons. hmm, as you know, it's friday. there are lesser lessons! yeah-friday! after school was over, i met up with laoniang and gang. laoniang and i went off to the cosmix to put our bags down first. then we went to the canteen, looking for france. Lols. france told us all about the camp she just had. listening to what she said, really make me wanna go there. i wanna do some rafting. you know, those going down rocky rivers, strong currents. Lols. suddenly, i got the craving for such ... extreme sports? anyway, accompanied france for lunch. then we all went up to the cosmix. laoniang and i used the computer while, france chatted with the boys. a while later, the cosmix was closing as there will be guest arriving soon(read previous post). so france went home and the boys stayed back to do their work.

after ushering, the course started. then dinesh assigned laoniang and i to do something for him. then after we're done, we all slacked. it's pretty noisy in the room. so after awhile, dinesh came in and scolded us. so we all went out to listen.

after the course had ended, we got another scolding from dinesh. yea! laoniang and i really agreed that we all werent getting our heads into photography. we aint serious about it. but! both of us, had realised that we've wasted alot of time and we shall not waste anymore. recalling what's the price for first place, we're determined once more. wakakaka~ yea, i admit, it's the price that encourages us. but still, we have passion for photography. like what dinesh said, we always felt that we came for cca was just a waste of time, but the actual reason was, we didnt do much on photography, but just coming for cca to chat and slack. but, i think that it's gonna change. so now, i'm worried about the competition. i'm afraid that we wont get what we expected. but, we'll try our very best!

man! homework, homework, HOMEWORK!! it's all about homework for this week. due to MC for two days, i have alot to catch up! i'm totally behind time. everyone are ahead of me, leaving me behind to suffer. cause, i missed afew lessons and so, i dont know what's going on when i'm doing my homework. damn it! tons of work to do. well, wish me all the best then. xDDDD

alright, it's getting pretty late. i needa get some rest too.

sayonara`
Jol.

i dont know why my heart ached when i saw the change in you. it just tells me that you'll be moving on with a new beginning. it's like you've changed into another person who i dont know at all. it really hurts me, being strangers with you. i really miss your oldself. hmm, maybe it's better to have a change. maybe, that's the way to forget the past faster. well, who knows. :)