heyy peeps! yesterday, nothing much happen. hmm, woke up at 11 plus. jol_BLACKaddiict: haha! i woke up much earlier than you! xPPP then had tuition at 1 plus. after 3pm, my tutor went off. auntie shelia came to my house for some show. then greeted them and went into my room. Lols. then chi ta kor, came in and we chatted for awhile. soon, they had to leave. then ate my lunch. slacked abit. then, told my auntie to go down to suan's house first. then slacked again. untill, suan messaged me. telling to go down earlier as she wanted to go to spring leaf. then went down earlier. waited for the 167 and it's was damn long lah. bus-ed down and then met up with suan and matthias. went to springleaf and play with the swing. Lols. unfortunately, it's was wet. so had a short swing and then we went off. walked back to springside. on the way there, we had to walk pass that road again. it was darn creepy, the lights were dim and no one were on that road expect us. Lols. we were talking all the while. then dropped by 7eleven to get a drink then walked back to matthias place. suan was going there to take her bag. so we went up to his room, she took her bag, and we werent about to leave yet. Lols. we just started chatting away. chatted for like 2 hours. we finally realised it was damn late. so went down for some noodles and then went off. Lols. my mum called me and she was totally freaking out lah. then went back to suan place. rest for awhile, and we gotta go back again. cuz daniel forgot his keys at matthias place and want suan to go get it for him. walked all the way back there. on our way there, we saw this cat that was meowing non-stop. it was damn cute lah. then wanted to play with it but had to go get the keys. took the keys and went back. saw that cat again. it's eyes were so bright lah. then sadly, it didnt want to play. so we went back. ate dinner again. well, not exactly our dinner but our supper. Lols. was super full at that time. then after awhile, i had to go home. reached home, i called darling.

i think that's about it. bye.

ohh! how i wish that my eyes are just as bright as your's. i'm so jealous. xDDDDDD

heyy what's up my peeps! sorraye for not posting these days. was kinda busy. xDDDDDD

[27o4o7] friday

hmm, today, woke up as usual. wad damn tired lah. my freaking bag aint dry yet, so gotta bring my other bag again. aint used to that bag no more. really weird when i carry it. went out at the usual time. was planning to earlier. but i slacked and so, it's still the same timing. then met up with shiqi. walked to school with her. hmm, today, we talked. FINALLY! said our byes when we reached the parade square. then, ahhhhhhhh! sat down and .. im SWEATING again! it's damn irritating lah. hate it! really hate it! sang the national anthem. ohh! exams starts next week! seriously not prepared! NOT PREPARED!! panic time! Lols. then went back to class. first was OYL. all the while was doing chemistry. then next period was E.math. then chemistry and then recess. was damn hungry at the time. then blah blah blah. end of school. met up with darling. FREAK! he aint talking! was damn worried lah! then asked him what happened. but he just aint talking to me! got kinda fed-up, so i stop asking him and continued with my homework. then we started to draw things on the whiteboard. Lols. he's so cuteeeeeeeee! then he came back and still, he aint talking! then i asked him again, this time, he answered. but it's a NOTHING! no point asking lah! then got fed-up and went emo. lay on the table and kinda ignore him. then started to hear noise. but didnt know what happen. then after that, FINALLY! he spoke to me for the first time of the day. then, kinda went back to normal. then he told me what happen, and it's because, he's afraid. then kinda comforted him and told him nothing would happen. in the end, i found out wad the noise was, he punched the wall! now, he's fist is swelling up! he's damn stupid lah! even one touch, it HURTS! then my heart also start to hurt lah! then blah blah blah. finished my homework, then went to study geography. after awhile, went out with darling. went to the basketball court with him. then played basketball for awhile. was DAMN FUN lah! they allow me to play! aww, how nice are they. xDDDDDDD ohh, first, seph and drew were there. then we joined. later more peeps came. zoe came played with us for awhile, but later she went up for MAC! woah! im the worse there lah. damn no face. played with PROs. haiix. played till 7 and then more people came. then darling, wants me to go get my bag first. darling sent me to the busstop lah. he's so SWEEEEEEEEET! he even waited for the bus with me lah. haha! cuz now, there aint no one at the busstop. xDDDDDDDDD then the bus came and so i said my BYEs and went off. reached home at 8pm. then ate and kinda fell asleep lah. woke up 10 plus going to 11pm. Lols. man! im turning into a pig lah. eat, sleep, eat, sleep! ahhhhhhhhh! then went for a shower and then called darling.

well, that's it. sayonara!

believe me, it do HURTS!

heyy what's up my peeps! firstly ...

happy 3rd month anniversary,

DARLING!

iloveyou so much! hope we could last till we grow old. xDDDD

hmm, woke up as usual. then slacked awhile and realised that i didnt finish my physic graph. quickly got up, washed up and just do it. then didnt really had much time. had to change and stuff. so got out of the house very late. then didnt manage to get up my bus. so waited for the other one but, there's no point taking the bus cuz im gonna be late. so called up my mum and asked her if she could fetch me. Lols. kinda disturbed her sleep. then got scolded when i got home. THANKS MUMMY! and really sorraye for waking you up so early. xDDDDD then arrived in school quite early. then sat in the parade square and did nothing. sang the national anthem, then went back to class. then blah blah blah. after recess, i went to the dental for a check up. Lols. waited for quite awhile cuz farah was having her baby tooth plucked out. so sat there waiting, kinda doze off for awhile. cuz it was cold and .. BORING! so cant help it. xDDDD then it's my turn. the doc was kinda cleaning my teeth and it was damn painful lah! was kinda whining away. xDDDDD shh! then went back and joined my chinese class. then blah blah blah. ohh! today's chemistry lesson was funnaye though. Lols! ms koh thought that crystal was someone hoo liked. Lols. it was damn funnaye lah. then it was after school. waited for darling. then finally he had ended his class. he was kinda moody though. dun really know wad happened. then it started to rain super heavy. didnt really have the mood to go for tuition but, no point, my tutor insisted. so in the end, i still have to go home.

treat me like a pup and hug me real tight! cause i'll always be here when you're down.

heyy, peeps! got up quite early today. got up at 6.45am, cause my school is having her first Canberran's Day. then i was chosen to be an audience there. it ruined my SATURDAY MORNING! suppose to sleep till the sun shine up to my butt! then kinda slacked abit before getting up. xDDD went out of the house at 7.30am. took the 859 bus instead of a train. manage to get there before 8am. woah! i thought i was going to be late. then waited in the class. waited for like 15mins or so, then we went out to queue up. went into the hall from the back. then sat in the front row. the chair was super uncomfortable lah! my back hurts like hell! then sat there for VERY long. then got kinda bored and i almost fell asleep. finally, at 8.30am, the guest of honor had arrived. then the programme started. watched the parade and some prize giving. fell asleep twice today. cant help it. it was damn boring! darling didnt go. if he did, maybe it would be better lah. but anyway, he didnt alright. Lols. he was smart enough! ( ehh! ) then blah blah blah. watched the band play, kinda like their song. don't know why. then watched the malay dance and the modern dance performed. after that, we were dismissed. went straight home. was wanting to find darling but unfortunately, he cant come out. so didnt have any other choice but to go home. it was freaking hot lah. was wearing my smallest shirt today, and was freaking tight! then went home, and i was sweating AGAIN!! ahhhhhhhh! why?!?! then after that, had tuition. was suppose have tuition with suan lah. but she had something on at the last min. xDDD then after tuition, slacked and talked to darling on the phone. after putting down the phone, i kinda fell asleep again. xDDD then told my auntie to go first as im not ready yet. then went back to sleep. woke up and it's pretty late. showered and quickly bus-ed down to suan place. waited for the bus 167 for very long. then manage to reach suan place before 8pm. well, i needa go take my dinner now.

sayonora.

for all i know, i just love you the way you do. but, fear just start to take over me.

what's up my peeps. exams are round the corners and im seriously not prepared! okay, i decided to get started on my revision by this week. ahhhhhhh! why does it have to come so early?! whhhhyyyyyy?! i seriously HATE exams. hmm, yesterday, stay-ed in school for the whole day. was with darling too. xD let me go back from the start alright? mayb boring but bare with me or just .. SHOO~ haha! kidding! anyway ....

woke up around 6am. was slacking and realised i was late. rush myself and manage to get out of the house before 6.45am. then bus-ed to the MRT station. met up with shiqi. was real quiet at that moment. didnt really know wad to talk about. xDDD sorraye shiqi! then walked into school. walked to the parade square and sat down. ahhhhhh! im all sweaty AGAIN! got kinda sick of the feeling! then it's flag raising time. after that, went for OYL. but, was doing my social studies hmwk at that time. totally forgot all about it. then next was E.math. was seriously dozing off again. ahhhhh! when is my bad habit gonna change?! haiix. then was kinda blur for the whole day lah. after E.math was chemistry. was doing a practice and i kinda got out of question. was suppose to find the mass and i went finding the mass percentage. ahhhh! then after that was recess. finished my social studies and went down finding france, lao niang and shi hui. they bought their food, so i decided to buy chicken rice. got my food and i just took my wallet without paying. then was kinda embaressing cause i made the people behind me wait. then went to the table. ate finish, went back to class. social studies then english. Lols. then, darling came over then went out for lunch. waited for him in class. then ms lim came in. she was giving extra lesson to some people. then darling came in and took his bag to class 3e1. then told him to stay in my class but he insisted on going to 3e1. so i just stay in my own class. then got kinda bored and went over to disturb him. xDDD then lao niang, feng, long ge and bear had to go to RP. then he was there alone so went over to accompany him. then studied till 5pm. then accompanied darling to the basketball court. met up with drew and seph. then both of us went to buy snacks and drink for them. i was super hungry at that time. so bought a bag of chips to eat. watched them play for awhile then at 6 plus, i went home. darling send me to the bus-stop and then he went off alone. xDDD THANKS darling!

well, i think that's it for yesterday. Lols. sayonara.

i know i'm a failure. but what can i do?

heyy what's up my peeps! Lols. was suppose to be snoring away right now. but, it's like all of the sudden, i dun feel like sleeping. regretted putting down the phone so early. so message darling again but he didnt reply, so i guess he's already snoring away. ohh well. it's all my fault. hmm, today, walked to school alone as shiqi didnt go to school today. arrived in school, all sweaty. ahhhh! really hate being sweaty in uniforms. started the flag raising. then LESSONS~ mrs lee and ms sasi didnt come to school today. so had 4 whole periods to ourselves. Lols. well, not really, there's still work to do. first three periods were to ourselves, then comes ... CHEMISTRYYY! ms koh came in with a black face. then she started shouting at us. it's because of our work. she SERIOUSLY can shout lah! my ears were like vibrating already! then later i got kinda pissed. i did my corrections alright? just that i didnt do it in green. it's in pencil. it is really that NOT OBVIOUS? in that case, i should really go buy a green pen. i mean, who would be so stupid to mark the question wrong and not do corrections? awww, i don't know! ahhhhhhhhhhh! i seriously hate my life! im sooo stupid! T.T haiix. anyway, went for recess. awwww, THANKS lao niang and france for accompanying me eat. then went up to class and it's another FREE PERIODDD! woo! but i was reading newspaper for the whole period. xD then later, had a chinese test. it's on letter writing. then it's Amaths. woah! Amaths is seriously getting harder. i seriously don't understand lah! that took quite some time to get it. then after doing the questions, i kinda slacked abit. then finally it's after school. went down for lunch. the canteen was seriously pack lah. mayb because there's a rehersal going on later and im involved! Lols. then was wanting to eat chicken rice. when it was my turn, the stall lady said that the chicken rice has just sold out. i was like wad?! im super unlucky lah! then didnt manage to eat. france supplied me one nugget. Lols. THANKS girl! then went up to class, queued up and made our way to the hall. haha! feng took jet's bag along as we thought that we wont be coming back. Lols. haha! then went into the hall, felix gave us a briefing on what's gonna happen on canberran's day. then next, we sang the school's song. =.= and after that, we were dismissed. Lols. everyone was like, lame. saw jet outside waiting for us. Lols. heard that he ran up and down looking for his bag. Lols. im so sorraye, darling! went to class 3e3 to study. then at 5pm, went to the study area outside cosmix. studied till 6.40pm. then went home. once i came home, i was slacking all the way till, hmm, now? Lols.

well, i think that's it. i better get back to sleep. sayonara!

heyy! hmm, well, yesterday went out with my mum. we went for Kbox lah! was damn fun! but it was my worst singing ever. i didnt say i sing well but it's just the worst of my worst. xDDD ohh!

STEP UP rocks!

love that show so much lah! CHANNING TATUM was so cool! well, i mean his moves. JENNA DEWAN, her moves were so nice lah! seriously a two thumbs up!

hmm, today, got up quite early. needa go to school early cuz i left my geography homework in school AGIAN! left home about 6.30am. waited quite long for the bus. then walked to school. was kinda rushing to school lah. went there and was sweating like a pig lah. then darling arrived. jol_darling: hah! for the FIRST TIME, im earlier then you. then darling accompanied me up to get my homework. THANKS darling! copied from feng. THANKS dude! then it was flag raising time. xDDD then i kinda felt a FLY just flew right into my ear! it was freaking ticklish lah! then was totally trying to refrain myself from scratching. finally the flag raising was over, i was rubbing like mad lah. not really sure if it's a FLY though. then needa stay back for that canberran's day briefing. first period was geography. then, blah blah blah. and when it comes to english. i was pretty tired. then i kinda put my head on the table, and sasi just told me off immediately, saying that she hates people to lie on the table and the classroom aint your bedroom. was kinda pissed off lah. then i was like looking around and saw quite afew lying on the table lah and she chose me. =.= maybe im just that obvious. haiix! then went off for recess. ate chicken cutlet. then didnt manage to buy my pinkDOLPHIN. i miss my pinkDOLPHIN! ahhhhhhh! seriously craving for pinkDOLPHIN lah! then went back for english. then blah blah blah. LAST PERIOD! CHEMISTRY! Lols. today was kinda fun for me. Lols. ms koh brought up her ELECTRIC BALL! was passing around that ball around lah. then today was the first time i got shock. today really aint my day. Lols. but was kinda fun. xDDD got the urge to get shock again lah! it's SO FUNN! xDDD then that's that. stayed back for our Amath quiz. woah! it was a killer lah. i cant do most of the questions lah. ahhhhh! im bond to fail this quiz lah. then after the quiz. was kinda waiting for darling. but heard that he'll end later today, 3.30pm. T.T but he got out earlier. woah! he lied man! Lols. nahh, but im glad he's out early. xDDD then accompanied him down for lunch. wanted to eat chicken rice but i think i was too late. then went up again lah. haiix. did my homework for awhile. after darling came back from his lunch, all of us needa go home. including him lah. xDDD then took a bus home and it was so damn tiring lah! xDDD

well, that's that. gotta go. sayonara!

ehh! what's up my peeps. didnt post for a really long time. xDD sorraye but i was lazy to. xDD

[14o4o7] saturday.

well, today, aint that fun though. in the afternoon, suan came over to my house cuz she said she was bored. then soon, it rain. quite heavy though. then was suppose to go have dinner at pastamania with her but if we did, she wont be able to make it for her concert lah. then my mum was on her way out so she drove suan all the way to the MRT station and then went off to town. i was then left all alone at home, nothing to do. T.T Lols. nahh. was suppose to get ready and wait for my brother to get ready. i waited and waited. then asked my brother if he's fetching us. then he just said that he aint ready yet and told us to go first. haiix. was kinda expecting my brother to say "ready let's go". then was kinda lazy to take a bus down cuz it was drizzling and stuff. then took a cab down. arrived at suan's house and used her com immediately. was boring lah. after dinner, i talked to darling on the phone. Lols. then my little couz and i were kinda taking photos with suan's com and i was totally making my darling feel left out. haha! sorraye! then went back to the phone and chat for one whole hour. by then, suan came back and not long, i needa go. Lols. jol_xuansy: you see! told you so! went home and msg my darling immediately lah. but i think he slept already! called his cell phone but he didnt pick up. so i just went to watch my show. Lols.

well i think that's all.
jol_xuansy: when are you gonna send me the pictures and that song?! Lols. im freaking desperate!