haix .. i cut my hair oready. my frinch is damn short. i look like an idiot ! but i got a hair treatment ! haha ! i had been longing to hv a hair treatment ! my hair is getting very dry. today, i went singing with my mum. haha ! we sang our lungs out ! we are very high after we sang the sun yan zhi " di yi tian [ first day ] " we were like jumping while singing ! haha ! especially my mum, after singing, she was like laughing all the way. so cute sia ! anyway, i think even before we started singing tt song, we were oready crazy ! dont know y. ytd, we went to buy two bags and two handphone pouch. but today, we took them out to look, we found out tt one handphone pouch was missing !! i exploded after i knew it ! i cant believe it ! they earned $6.50 more. my mum was like so blur and seemed sad, it really breaks my heart ! i was about to brust into tears when i told her tt i wanted to go back to my room. note to self --> * REMEMBER : to check tt everything u paid are in the bag before leaving the shop ! * thinking of my mum, i really feel like crying ! we stayed in the shop for quite a while, and my mum finally picked out what she wanted. i feel so .. so .. bad ! she bought two bags fer me and she got one and gave 6.50 away ! i know i m quite selfish but she's my mum ! of cuz i will think of her first. family first rite ?!i know it is juz a small matter .. but what can i do, i juz feel so .. unhappy abt it. haix .. i juz cant help it !!
haix .. i dun know y i got this feeling. i juz kept thinking of u. i m really scare if u r angry with me, i cried bcuz of tt. i really dun know what i sld do. it is all ur flaut !! now, i cant tell u how i feel. if i did, u will avoid me ! but do u know how much it hurts me to keep such a big secret ? it is helding too much memory in my heart. it is abt to overload ! i want to forget u but i juz cant. i tried to ignore u bt i cant ! i m really confused ! pls, i hope u will not talk to me or even sms me ! juz totally ignore me ! i really cnt think straight right now. haix ..

tts abt it .. bye ~

heyy .. now, i m in sch. i got nth to do so may as well do bloggin. waitin for lihong and shiqi. they have their npcc meeting. after thier meeting, we will be playing FIRSBEE ! i wanna learn how to play. seeing the others, it seems to be fun so why not try learning it. haix, audrey and i were fooled by lihong and shiqi. they asked us to help them find a " X-tremly " expensive badage. so audrey and i believed them, so we went finding it. suddenly, i felt a cold splash. the first thought i hv was, audrey tripped and dropped her beverage on me. i was like " OMG !! fruit punch !! " so i quickly turned around and saw lihong and shiqi splashing cold water at audrey too. actually, they lied about the badage being lost. then, they started chasing us around with their water bottles. we ended up with a cold, wet shirt. until now, my shirt is still cold and wet. lihong and shiqi both got splashed too. but ... BUT ! it wasnt us, after they were done splashing us, they started to target each other and the best was, they were drenched from head to toe. haha ! not exactly from head to toe. i exaggerate alittle. they were drenched down to their shirt only. haha ! so we went under the sun to dry ourselves up. but it was no use. haix .. we are FOOLED by them !!! bleah ! okay, i guess thats all. have to go .. bye ~ x)

this is my couz, yee suan and me.
[*punch* tt will teach yer a lesson ! bleah !]
this is a rule free school !
[ doesnt my little couz look adorable ?]
oh my .. i look so freaky in this pic !
yesterday, was my couz, yee howe's b'dae. we celebrated his b'dae on sun [20/8/06] by going to jack's place fer lunch. my couz, yee suan and i had the T-bone while the others had either seafood or steak. man ! was the beef hard to chew ! my jaws were abt to crack ! after eating, my mum and my bro went home while i stayed back to shop with my couz. yee suan's mum went shopping alone while i went with yee suan. my younger couz, yee ning, went with her auntie hazal. yee suan and i went to look at shops like "ice lemon tea, x-craft, 77th street .. etc. " i brought a handphone strap with piggies on it. i also bought a water bottle from mini toons. after tt, yee suan and i went to take neoprints. on the way to the shop, i saw the b'dae boy, yee howe. we tried to convince him to take neoprints bt he doesnt want to. we even tried pulling him bt he still insisted on not taking. haix so we had to take it ourselves. after taking neoprints, we went out and saw yee ning and auntie hazal. yee ning wanted to take neoprints too. so we took abt two kinds. after taking, we went looking for their mum. so tt when the day ended.

yesterday, audrey, shiqi, lihong and me went to SPCA. xn could not go cuz she has something on. at first, i met lihong at sunplaza. she went to make her contact lenses. after tt, we went for our gathering. we waited for awhile before gg to causeway. we ate at pizza hut. we asked anyone wanted to join in for the pup thingy and guess who we got ? yesmeen ! she joined in. bt she could not go with us on tt day. as time went by, we realised tt we didnt got enough time to eat. so when the food came, we gobbled down our share and said our good-byes ! man ! the pizza was hot ! we went to meet audrey and shiqi. we quickly got up the taxi and went off. the taxi uncle was so good. he helped us ask for direaction and we made it to the SPCA. WOW ! there were alot of pups there. so CUTE ! i juz feel like gg towards them and hug `em. * the pups might juz run away, auntie ! * haix .. bt unfortunately, there is a need for an adult to b there.so we went to J8 to take some neoprints instead. * btw, i hv asked my mum, and she said tt she would go down with us provided if i get my results up to her standards ! so muz really work hard ! FOR THE SAKE OF OUR FUTURE PUP !!! * oh ya ! lihong and audrey came to my house for dinner. we watched the finale destination 3 ! haha ! it was so hilarious ! i had to tell them when the scary scene is coming up so they could get ready. haha ! i had a wonderful time ! thx gurlz !

oh my .. xn, lihong, shiqi, francesca, audrey and i were planning to adopt a puppy ! haha, it was xn, lihong and me who got the ideas first. we were so excited ! we were planning to go tml. anyway, i think xn is like not interested ! she look so sian when i showed her the website on SPCA ! she said she wanted a kitten instead. haha ! anyway, we planned to go after eating at pizza hut and taking neoprints. i m really excited ! bt ... BUT ! i got this feeling tt the outing is gonna be cancelled ! bcuz, usually, my pri sch frenz would oways organinze an outing bt would suddenly cancel the trip. bt i really wanna go to SPCA to adopt a puppy ! ahh ! my first puppy ! btw, we are gonna own the puppy altogether ! means that we would take turns to look after the puppy. maybe, the puppy would stay at shiqi's place and mayb sometimes at my hse. whooo ! i m really EXCITED !!! but i sld not be tt happy so soon as we may not be able to find the kind og puppy we want. haixx .. pls, i really want to adopt one puppy ! i would do anything to own a puppy ! even if i hv to force myself to study to get myself into anderson JC or even bath earlier ! *sob* pls.. *despo* bleah x)

haixx .. i had a quarrel with my bro ytd ! i really hate it ! my bro came back and saw me watching tv and wearing my sch U, and he asked me wat time i reached home. so i told him arnd 3 plus. i m really not gd at lying, especially to my own family members. so he asked wat i hv been doin for the past four hrs, so i told him tt i had been revising my history and after tt, i took a nap. so he juz screamed at me. actually i had became neutral to ppl scolding me. thus, i kept thinking of hurting myself to make him regret scolding me. bt suddenly, my heart ached furiously ! tears started to fill my eyes, bt i controlled myself. i want him to continue scolding me. i dun wan my tears to stop him from reprimanding me. i hate the feeling of being petied by someone. i m not those who crys out of problems. thus i controlled myself bt unfortunately, my tears juz rolled down my face. bt i think my bro didnt see it so i juz scratch my face to wipe my tears. haha ! he didnt suspect a thing, i guess. all the while, he had been shouting at me bt i juz kept quiet. i had alot of things to say, bt i know he wouldnt like it and he might juz shout even louder. haix, so i went to my room and cried my heart ! it really hurt my heart when thoughts of hurting myself and making my family sad especially my mum ! haha! bt pls .. i m not tt stupid to commit sucide. all are juz my thoughts cuz i m moody at tt time. oh ya ! he said he was gg to take those stuff i did tt made me bath so late. i did bloggin and i watch tv. now it was sleeping and revising so dun tell me tt he is gg take tt away too ? lol, if yes, u will be hving a stupid panda in the class. haha ! well, tts all. i m juz tt lazy and nasty !

i juz luv my earings ! they r so cool !

haix .. i wanted to post abt wat i did on 13 aug [sun], i had no time cuz of my freaking exams ! anyway, on tt day, as usual, i had tuition bt i had it in the early morning, 10 am ! so i had to wake up damn early ! anyway, i didnt care so i slept very late tt night. was suppose to do my summary writing in the morning bt i couldn't wake up. i woke up abt 9.30 or so and after i ate my breakfast, i went for a nap again. i juz got this urge to lie on my comfy bed so, i fell aslp. my tuition teacher suddenly smsed me saying " will be there arnd 10.30 " i quickly got up and took out my book bt i couldnt so i continued lying on the bed. haha, u cn juz say tt i my EXTREMELY lazy ! after tuition, my mum and i prepared ourselves as my bro is coming back to fetch us out for lunch. his gf joined us too. we went to causeway and ate sakae, it was my 1st time eating there and i regreted not gg there with cheryl ! whooo ! the food there was EXCELLENT ! i want to eat there again !! yummyyy !!! i tried many types of sushi ! actually was being forced to .. after eating, we went shopping. by the way, my bro went out early in the morning to fetch his gf tt he didnt style his hair. haha ! his hair was standing ! it was juz hilarious ! so he went to take his cap in his car. haha ! sad, sld hv taken his pic !

ohh .. hope it's not too late ! HAPPY BRITHDAY SINGAPORE !!! haha .. i was out with my mum and cheryl. woah ! yesterday night, cheryl was allowed to sleep over at my hse ! it was like my first time hving my bestie to sleep over at my hse !

at first, i was slpin at home when cheryl suddenly call me and asked me if i wanna play bball. i was like " OKAY ! " i changed and little did i know tt my bball was gone ! i had no idea where it went ! cheryl's bball was confiscated by her freaking teacher ! haix .. tt caused us to go around asking for bball. after hving to call frenz who r living near by, we eventually called daniel, our ex-classmate. he went asking for us and we managed to get a soccer ball. well, it is still a ball rite ? at least we had a ball to throw. better then nothing ! the first time i shoot in the basket, i miss. -.-''' but after the "support" from my bestie, i managed to score one. hmm, soon i got the hang of it, then we were bored so we played a game. i kinda forgot wat game it was bt woah ! i managed to score three times in a row. the the soccer ball got stuck. cheryl took off her shoes and guess wat, we threw them to get the ball down. bt unfortunately, i made to ball got stuck even deeper ! [haix .. i m such a failer !] * ytss gurls to the rescue * there were two ytss seniors who came to help us. they even lend us there ball ! they are such good people ! when it getting late, we gave back the ball and went back to give the soccer ball back to daniel. we were actually gg to get some bubble tea bt the stall was closed ! haix ! so we went to buy coke instead. sad for me, i was unable to open the bottle as it was stuck, cheryl tried to open it bt it was unsucessful. so cheryl asked the stall owner for me [ isn't she nice ? ] and the uncle had to open it with a penknife ! so we were drinking and when it is time for us to go, i asked cheryl if want to come over to my hse as her family went out for dinner. tts when i had another idea. SLEEP OVERS ! cheryl called her parents if she could, and they said YES ! i was so happy ! our first sleep over ! haha ! cheryl went back to her hse and get some of her stuff. i went there to use the com while waiting for her. we went back arnd 9.30.

we watch the " twins effect" and "she's the man" haha ! amanda was so hilarious ! and cheryl thought the "twins effect" was lame. in fact, it was really lame. we turned in arnd 3 plus. haha ! cheryl had to face my feet and i had to face her's ! * i hope i didnt kick her in the FACE ! *

i m hving tuition the next day, so i had to wake up early. when i went back into my room, i tried so hard to not wake cheryl up but i failed. i was finding my book when a stack of books fell. cheryl immediately woke up. haix .. then i had tuition and she hv to watch tv outside, ALONE ! hope u enjoyed the sleep over. we went to causeway after tt. we went to watch "click ! " so hilarious ! before watching, we went to burgerking for lunch. cheryl was so quiet ! it was so unlike her to be so quiet ! after the show, we went to take neoprints. cheryl's parents came up to find her and so her sis wanted to take too, so we went for our second round. ltr, cheryl went off with her family and i went to find my mum. my mum, she went shoppin again.

haha i m forced to pose in the toilet. taken by audrey.

hey ya ! i m really bored now. xn, audrey and i are hving photography today. but it only starts at 2o'clock, i guess. but audrey had to go fer detention as she was late today. francesca was suppose to go too but she had something on today so she decided to hv it on thurs. i think she is preparing for the national day celebrations. national day is juz a few days away, and we, students had to either wear a red top or a white top. but i hv decided to wear a white top instead. bcuz i dun really like red. but fer the bottom will be as usual. *after a few minutes* during photography, xn and i were told to take pictures for the national day parade rehersal. but by the time we found a place to take the "perfect" picture, the first rehersal ended. so we had to wait for the second rehersal, we had to wait for like 1hr. so we went zhi lian-ing, we went to one of the staircase and was like posing to the camera ! after fer like 1hr or so, the parade rehersal started, and we were like " freak ! " and we dash towards the parade square and quickly took some pictures. moments later, audrey finally joined us. after taking enough pictures, we went zhi lian-ing again ! now, we used audrey camera ! haha, audrey was oso willing to be zhi lian. so we took in the toilet. haha ! after a while, francesca finished her rehersal and she joined us. we took a few pistures in the cosmic while waiting for mr dinish[ tt pic, was ONE of those picx we took !]

haix .. today is extremely unlucky ! i had detention today and i had to see ppl who i dun really like. but i had done all my homework, well, except for art. haha ! i was suppose to hv detention yesterday

but i asked mr james if i cld hv it the next day. at first i told him tt i m rushin off to my training which is totally TRUE ! but he asked me all of a sudden if serving detention is more important or my training .. of cuz i said detention and he let me off ! haha ! lyfe was so unfair ! the reason i went for detention was bcuz i didnt bring my freakin` tie ! and tt mr Z, i told him tt i forgot to bring my tie and wat did he reply me ?! " then y u didnt forget to eat ur food ?! " tts wat he told me ! cnt a student forget to bring the tie for once ?! it was like my first time forgettin to bring tt freakin tie ! if any of the students in canberra forgets to bring any of their stuff, dont they have to go to detention too ?! everyone will tend to forget things once in a while right ? find me one person who had not forget to do or bring something important ! ok i cn admit, i m kinda the forgetful one, so i tend to forget things easily. argh ! i m freakin` pissed ! haha ! ( dun mind the language) anyway after detention, i went up to the cosmic. xn, audrey, and francesca were there doing their homework, i guess. but went there, francesca had to go for her cca. we spent our time there using the com, posting for our blog.

i saw cheryl when i was waiting for the bus and she waved at me, giving me her freaking smile and totally ignoring me. so thought she was gg home, thus i told my frenz to go up the bus and we were like so slow. we were the last to get up and everyone were staring at us. "haix .. cheryl ah cheryl ! bad mood arh ?" the most embaressing thing happened to me again. i was like leaning against the seat behind me and when the bus started to move, oh gosh ! i was like swaying from left to right. i m losing my balance so i tried to grab audrey but in the end, i grabbed air ! i fell on to the seat behind me and i was like a baby, sitting on my bag ! my leg were in the air too and i think my skirt *Ahem* u know .. it was so embaressing ! the two boys sitting infront of me were staring at me ! i quickly got down the bus by the front door and i heard the bus driver saying " go by the back door girl ! (in chinese ) " haix .. y is my life so unlucky !

heyy ...finally today, cheryl was early ! for the pass FEW days ( note to cheryl: i said FEW days !), she overslept ! bt today, she was early ! when we were walkin to the mrt .. cheryl wanted to jay walk bt after wat happened the last time, hmm did i mention wat happened the last time ? hmm i guess i did not.

the last time, cheryl and i were late for sch, thus we had to rush all the way to the MRT. when we arrived at the bus stop, we decided to jay walk. we managed to cross the first half bt in the middle, we had to cross the fence. cheryl managed to cross over the fence bt for me, haha !! i put my leg over and guess wat ?! i use my other leg and force myself over the fence, i guess i had use too much strength, so i jump out and on the the road. at tt moment, there was this vehicle which was comin right towards me. due to my "fast" reaction, i quickly jump back to the pavement. cheryl was like " O.O !!! " she was extremely shocked ! her eyes were bigger than usual ! after tt experience, i dare not jay walk there again ! if it wouldnt be for my " fast " reaction. i might not be typing this right now, haha ! " CHOY ! " i m juz TOO young to die .. haha ..

ok gotta go .. byeee ...