heyy people! heeeeeeeee! well, it's the second post for tonight. heeeeeeeeeeeee!

well, today, woke up pretty early. cause.. darling planned to come to my house today! weeeeeeeeeeee! so woke up and called darling. but sadly, he's sick. so asked him not to come but he insisted, and i also wanted him to, so in the end, he still came. cant help it. i also miss him lah. anyway, he came around 10plus. went down to pick him up. but i was abit late. sorraye darling! then came to my house and watched scary movie 4. Lols. funnaye show! then after that, we had lunch and stuff. then went to chong pang for awhile cause i need to take my IC photo for my IC (duhh!). so i asked him to accompany me. then took my IC photo (which it sucked big time!) and went home. after that, both of us just slacked. he played his game and i watched. time passed real fast and soon, it's time for him to go home. send him to the 859 bus-stop and waited for his bus to arrive. after he left, i just went home and man! it was damn dark and scary lah. so rushed back home. then eat and watched my show. after that, i called darling and we chatted for awhile. weeeeeeeee~ finally! darling went to see the doc! jol: DARLING! get well soon, alright? jiayou~jiayou~JIAYOU!~ ohh! drink loads of water!

DARLING! let our temperatures keep this relationship going, alright? wo ai ni!

heyy people! hmm, didnt really feel like posting these days. but, since i don't feel like sleeping, i shall one tonight. xDDDDDDDDDD

[26o5o7] saturday.

hmm, today went for chemistry remedials. well, we only had about 45mins of lesson. cause ms koh was kinda rushing through. after that, i went home while messaging darling. then rest awhile and got ready to get my hair re-bonded. weeeeeeeeeeee~ at last! i'm going to get a hair make over. i was seriously looking forward for this day to come and it's finally HERE! weeeeeeeeeee~ anyway, as expected, i was late for my appointment. it was at 2pm but i ended up reaching there at 3pm. totally got scolded by my mum. i seriously put my mum in a difficult position lah. mum! really sorraye! i don't think i can change my bad habits already lah. haiix. anyway, got my hair done at 6pm. met up with my mum, uncle, suan, ning and howe for dinner. we all went to sakae sushi for dinner. Lols. we ate loads of stuff there. ordered loads of stuff. but we manage to stuff everything down. after that, we went home. ohh! kinda did alittle shopping over there. after dinner, we went home. PS. suan is one hot babe! xD

darling, no one can ever replace you. no one is more worth than you do. i love you!

heyy people! shall blog about things happened last few days.

[24o5o7] thursday

hmm, woke up as usual, and did all those usual stuff. hmm, honestly lah, i kinda forgot what happen on that day. the only thing i remembered was what happened after school. ohh! i did the SPA thingy. man! i seriously did badly lah. i was totally blur and kinda didnt know what to do. worst part is that it's part of the o' levels! seriously gonna do badly for it. no point regretting now. so after that, i went up to my class as i was expecting darling would be there waiting. but he wasnt there. so i walked to 3e1 classroom and saw france, laoniang, bear and longge. so we planned to eat at milk cafe. went down to look for darling. saw him at the canteen so asked him along. darling accompanied us even though he already ate, how nice can he be huh? Lols. ohh! daniel followed us too. so bear, longge, laoniang, darling, daniel and i went to milk cafe. france went home instead. after that, we all went back to school. laoniang, daniel and i have photograhy to attend. so we had to stay back. after going for our cca, darling and bear used the com in the cosmix. longge went for his cca too. then we were let off earlier lah. darling and bear were shocked too. so after that, we went out of school and planned play some basketball. waited for bear downstairs as he went back to that his ball. LOLS! then went to some place for basketball. we played two on two. bear and laoniang VS darling and me. Lols. i seriously played poorly. kinda made darling lose face. xDDDDD heeeee! cant blame. i'm a first timer. heeeeeeeee! so rest awhile cause it's super tiring lah, and btw, bear! sorraye for hurting your hand and laoniang sorraye about having a ball being smacked into your face. real sorraye. seriously played rough. haiix. real sorraye. after that, it started to rain. ran for shelter! stayed for just awhile and it stopped. then they went back to play. ohh! laoniang played pretty well. she's better then me! okay moving on. then i got nothing to do, so i went out and played with puddles of water. Lols. darling accompanied me lah. i was told that he didnt really like rain water and getting all wet. but he accompanied me lah. how sweet can he be lah. okay, so we were splashing here and there. in the end, we were both drenched. Lols. then after that, it was getting freaking late. so we all went back home. darling and i went home wet and dirty. Lols. but, other than that, it's simply just FUN! seriously happy today lah. had fun with darling. xDDDDDDDD

okay i guess that's it. i shall post the rest later or even tomorrow. bye!

you're the one who brought out my inner child. we simply had fun aye? xD

heyy what's up people! i'm in school right now. waiting for my cca to start lah. it's gonna start within half an hours time. don't really feel like going lah. but what to do? DARLING ain't in school today. he's out for the charity soccer. hope his team win. xDDDD but, im not sure if he's feeling better lah. i'm kinda worried now. =.= seriously, missing him lah. but what the heck. wish him the best for his match.

hmm, woke up as usual today. i kinda got out of the house quite early. cause i thought i was late already, so .. rush rush RUSH! then in the end, it's still early man. then bus-ed down to the yishun train station. train-ed down to sembawang and waited for shiqi there. walked to school with her. reach the parade square and i was sweating like mad again lah. ahhhh! hate it, really hate it. cause right after that comes the stinkiness. haiix. then went up to class. first period was physics. we went through the test papers. did the corrections. after that, we all slacked. slept like a pig. i didnt even know that the teacher left the class lah. she's a good person man! she just let us sleep. then slept for one whole period. as ms sasi didnt come again. woke up and it's chemistry. went on with classes. i totally forgot everything about chapter 9. then totally didnt get what was going on lah. i was seriously blur at that time. then it was recess. went down with jennix. then ate with hu and gang. ehh! today, the canteen and my classroom totally feel so empty lah. loads of people from my class went for the charity soccer, some went there to help. then the canteen also look so empty, it was damn quiet lah. all of us wasn't used to the quietness. creepy~ then went back to class, slacked again cause it's sasi's lesson. did some worksheets during chinese lesson. then A.math. we were given work too. i seriously hate myself lah! loads of questions i didnt know how to do. totally feel like a failure.

i was told to check my results and was totally disappointed. really felt like dying lah. fcuk! this time, there ain't any As for me. my mum is sure to kill me if she knows about this lah. i think i'm gonna get grouded for this lah. she's gonna take loads of things from me. ahhhhhhhh! seriously don't know how i'm gonna tell her this. i seriously wanna die right now. will dying help? is death the best choice for me now? ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! okay, shall blog when i get home. jol: GIRL! smile! just smile! xDDDDDDD

please, it's just my thoughts. i didnt really mean to say that alright. im sorraye, BABY!

heyy what's up peeps! woke up pretty early today. i got ready and left my house at 6.40am. then bus-ed down to the train station. messaged darling cause was kinda bored. but sadly, he didnt reply me. mayb he's out of the house already. then met up with shiqi at the train station at sembawang. then heard that she gotta meet up with her other friends too. walked to school and we aint late. wooo~ then sang the national anthem, went up to class. first period was chinese. watched this hongkong show. then PE. ran two rounds around the field. then slacked outside physics lab with friends. it's SS next. then blah blah blah. went down for recess with DARLING, jennix, feng and gang. after that was physics. cher briefed us on the practical on thurs. it's for O levels lah! real nervous! then slacked. then blah blah blah. after school. met up with darling, went down for lunch with jennix and darling. cause darling didnt eat during recess. so accompanied him. after that, went up, got our bags and went up to AVA room for enrichment. today's activities was pretty interesting. played this " the clock" game. was suppose to form this big circle and hold each other's hands and run one circle till you reach your orginal position. Lols. many tumbled down lah. it was hilarious. then played many other games which i forgot wad the name was already. so after enrichment, slacked with DARLING. then after that, i went home and DARLING went home too. came back, ate my dinner and bath. so here i am. getting ready to sleep.

it's better to have something that's not been used before. it gives this ownership! xD

that's the dead bird i'm talking about.

kinda sad, don't you think?

that's suan and my lollies.

suan and me, major zi-lian kuangs!

heyy what's up peeps. yesterday was totally boring. woke up at 12.10. then gotta rush cause im gonna have tuition at 12.30. got out of bed and just did those usual things. then quickly do my homework. but i didnt manage to finish it in time. Lols. had tuition till 2pm. slacked and ate my lunch. watched my show while waiting for suan to come. finally she arrived. both of us slacked again. we were planning to play tennis after that but, sadly, it started to rain. so we decided to go to spring leaf instead. suan wanted to play with the swing there. but firstly, we bus-ed down to sembawang for lollipops. she was totally craving for it. she bought three at one go lah. i bought one. then i got kinda hungry so, went to old chang kee and bought curry puff. boarded 167 and bus-ed down to spring side. haha! i got kinda clumsy in the bus, was totally hitting people with my bag and dropping things on the floor. so embarrassing lah. then got down. walked to spring leaf. opened my lollie and ... IT WAS FREAKING SWEEEEEEEET! then walked to the swing. luckily it's not wet, if not we're gonna go there for nothing lah. sat on the swing and talked about our stuff. but mostly her stuff. so we talked and talked. we shouted too. was pretty relaxing. but shouting at the beach would be better. xDD it's getting dark, so we decided to leave. it's pretty scary when it's dark. ohh! on our way there, we saw a dead bird, it was run over by a car or something. shall upload the picx later. walked back to suan house and waited for the rest to come back. we were having steamboat!! wooooo! Lols. i threw away my lollie cause it's seriously too sweet! then i got kinda sick. survey-ed the abalones again. yea, it's safe. then ate till damn full. watched the epic movie. it's damn hilarious lah! after that, i went back home, talked to BABY till 5 plus.

hmm, i guess that's it for yesterday. bye.

how can you say that? when you know i'm in love with you.

i seriously need someone right now. i need someone to hold. i'm breaking down. i aint controlling my tears no more. i tried but i just cant take them back.

now, my heart hurts real REAL bad! am i guilty?

heyy what's up my peeps! spend the whole day with mummy. i seriously LOVE my mummy alot man! she took leave to accompany me. how sweeeeeeet! woke up at 11 plus, but lay in bed till 12 plus, was totally being lazy. then mum came into my room to wake me up. as expected, she turn off my air-con and went out. Lols. so had no choice but to get out of bed. then went to the toilet and brushes my teeth(DUHH!) went out for breakfast, watched tv and then had my lunch. had to stuff everything down cause i had to hurry as im going out soon. but in the end, i was late so the shopping was canceled. went to party world at safra instead. sang till 7pm. didnt really sing much cause didnt really have the mood to. but i sang for awhile and then no mood. my singing SUCKED to the core man! that's the cause! ahhhhhhh! then didnt want to sing no more. it was totally cold in that room, made me go to the toilet many times man! after karaok, we went to northpoint for alittle shopping. then went to grab a bite. saw my dad, my auntie, uncle and tong-jie. chat with my dad for awhile. after that, went to the cinema and watched " 200 pound beauty " it wad freaking nice lah! im so gonna buy that vcd. worth watching! after that went back home. ohhh! my shoe was making my feet freaking painful. so had to go down the carpark bare-footed. somemore it's downslope, so i seriously had no choice but to take for that freaking shoes! then got in the car and went home. Lols. wooah! i love walking bare-footed in the carpark man! it's seriously FUN lah! wooooooah!

that's the end of it. bye~

to you, i'm no different from others.

heyy what's up guys! it's been long since i last post lah. was busy with exams, was kinda stress these days, so didnt feel like posting. i still got one last paper to take and it's E.maths paper 2. it's on monday and it ends at 9.30am. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! aint that great? it ends at 9.30am!! and after that, relaaaaaaaaaaaaax! woooooooo! seriously hope that i could get good results for all my papers. really hope for that lah. but .. i doubt it.

today, i had my physics paper 1 & 2, and i totally wrote rubbish! it's full of craps man! didnt really study for that paper and worst is, i still cant understand the concepts! so i totally went blur seeing the paper. i think there's a possibility that i'll get zero for paper 2 lah. as i've mentioned, i totally wrote RUBBISSSSSSSSH for that paper. ohh well, let's wait and see then. xDDDDDDDDDDD stayed in class for the paper1. then went down to the canteen right after paper 1. waited for like an hour or so for the listening compre. after taking that listening compre, feng, longge, bear, darling and i went to the cosmix to study E.math. but we ended up goofing off. we were like kidding around and throwing stuff on the ground, and we slacked all the way. but, we did alittle mugging though. we're good students, we do study alright? xDDDDDDDDDD after that, longge, bear, darling and i went to the mama shop. bought some snacks and waited for bear downstairs, cuz he went home to change. Lols, bear came down and three of us were like standing infront of him, growling away, showing him our "claws" Lols. it was damn funnaye! after that, we headed to 492 for basketball. met up with neecia and yongqi and played ti-di. Lols. kinda sucked at that game now. lack of practice! where's auntie dulce when i need her?! ohh! she's in her fantasy right now. xDDDDDDd shall not bother her. xDDDDDDD then after some time, we joined the rest for basketball. then got kinda tired, so i stopped. watched darling play. then went to the other basketball court. cause there's this group who was totally flaring up just because we took back our ball. then heard that they started to get flared up and stuff and there's something much worser. shall not say it. im a goooood girl. xDDDDD then watched darling, seph, bear and longge play basketball. woooah! basketball is real fun! i wanna play more. xDDDDDDD then after awhile, was being chased back home by darling. he didnt want me to stay there too late, afraid that i might "flirt" with others. but please, I DON'T! yuan wang ahhh! then on the way to the bus-stop, kinda had a tiff with darling, and it's about that group of people again. don't wanna mention them anymore. but after awhile, we got back together again. xDDDDDDD then darling waited till the bus arrived. board the bus and he left. so waited till he's home, and he's home pretty early. seriously HEARTS him big time!

guess that's all. bye~

shall we just put all the quarrels behind us and start anew?

peeps! nothing much happened today.woke up as usual. Lols. was lazy to go to school myself, so kinda disturbed my mum's sleep and asked her if she could fetch me to school. but too bad, she insisted i go there myself. she said she needs her beauty sleep. Lols. so went down myself. Lols. the whole journey was boring lah! cause i left my ipod in school. forgot to bring it home. how careless can i be?! seriously think that i got short term memory loss lah. im forgetting things very easily! then walked to school and sadly, i was sweating again. Lols. after flag raising, went back to class for OYL. did my chemistry homework. then it was E.math. did loads of questions. but, until the end, i slacked. was damn tired. then it was chemistry, checked the answers for the past year MYE exam paper. then it was recess. went down as usual. brought pink dolphin up, drink to prevent myself from sleeping lah. xDDDDDDD but, was having stomach upsets these few days, so didnt really manage to drink much. went for SS and it was funnaye lah, as usual. xD it's always funnaye when siva is around, ohh! not to forget those crappy friends! credit goes to them too. then went for english, check the last compre we did. then BELL RINGS! end of schoooooooooool! darling, laoniang, bear and longge came in, and we were discussing on where to go for lunch. then we wanted to go to milk cafe, then darling said that he'll be eating in school and insisted that we go milk cafe without him. was kinda disappointed lah. then asked him again, but it didnt work. so we went without him. went to the toilet, after that, met them outside the school gate. was expecting darling to be there too, but he wasnt. ohh! yukai joined us. then we went straight to milk cafe. ate yang chow fried rice. Lols. we were chatting away. didnt manage to finish my yang chow fried rice. yea yea, i know that im a waste of food. im sorraye lah! STOMACH UPSETS! Lols. man! im broke lah. seriously only left two 5 cent coins. PATHETIC! then back to school. feng, laoniang, bear and yukai went to the physic lab to look for france. as for me and longge, we went up to our class. went to class, and the class EMPTY! then slacked in class and was waiting for feng and gang to come back. A.math was starting, so decided to go there first. Lols. seriously hate the feeling of going somewhere i don't know, alone lah. damn scary. so peeked in and then sat near the back door. took out all my A.math stuff and studied! was seriously studying all the way. then got fed-up and went out of class for a toilet break. went back to mugging. then suan messaged me, asking me if i wanted to go out for dinner. then i said i wanted, so went out to call my mum. told suan i could and she said to meet her at the train station. then went back to mugging. seriously did loads of questions lah. soon, one of my screw will loosen up lah. ahhhhhhhhhh! ihateMYE! so stress! SO STRESS! i think im not the only one lah. then after some time, we could leave already. mr latiff said that he would continue tomorrow. then went to the cosmix with darling. studied for awhile, the cosmix was closing. then went out to the study area. after awhile, darling and i had to go off. he had to go play his basketball and i had to go meet suan. sadly, we were going the opposite direaction. HATE that feeling lah! then we said our byes and went off. took a bus down to the train station. met up with suan and train-ed down to causeway. walked around causeway while waiting for suan's dad. Lols. both of us were broke lah. walked for like an 1hr or so, we went to pizzahut and meet suan's dad. went in for dinner, it was nice lah! after that, we all were damn full. Lols. then walked awhile more and my back ached again. Lols. seriously cant walk too long man! im OLD! ahhhhhhhhhh! then suan's dad drove me home. THANKS dude! xD then called darling up, and made a biggest mistake lah! SORRAYE darling!

that's all, nothing much, really. xD

tears just rolled down the way they used to ; why does my heart ache so much?

what's up my peeps. xDDDDD hmm, today is our 100th day. seriously hope we could last real REAL long! xDDDD nothing much happened today, woke up as usual. Lols. it was raining today and i had my mum to fetch me to school. isnt she the best? MUMMY! really sorraye for waking you up so early. im just too lazy to go there myself. i seriously hate opening the umbrellas. then reached school. went up to class and i just sat there, staring into blank space again. Lols. apparently did nothing lah. then it was flag raising. totally heard nothing lah. so the whole class only said the pledge. then the next period was physics. i was seriously attentive in class lah. i didnt doze off for the whole two periods. WOO! then was cme, ms sasi didnt come today. so we had two free periods today. then it was chemistry. we were totally doing pass year papers. then .. woohoo! RECESS! im damn famished lah. ate pasta. then cme again. then it was chinese. heard that it's the last day our teacher is gonna teach us. well, she's just a trainee. hmm, wish her good lucks! ohh THANKS for the chocolates! love them! then it was Amaths. after that, it was assembly. it was kinda boring though. they were introducing the school's official website and stuff. we were dismissed at 2.15pm. accompanied lao niang to the class room, waited for france. then went to milkk cafe for lunch. well, lao niang and france didnt actually eat at milkk cafe. they just accompanied me to milkk cafe to meet feng, longge and bear there. they're so sweet lah! ohh! darling didnt join us cuz he was already eating his lunch in school. went back to school and went straight up to our classrooms. saw darling sitting there alone,listening to my ipod. then we all went down to the physics lab. feng, longge and bear, they were still doing their fish experiment. then darling and i were doing our homeworks at one corner. Lols. Jol_BLACKaddiict: Lols. your new hair style is really nice! seriously! LOVEDit! after sometime, we had to leave cuz the lab is closing soon. i stay-ed back to finish up my homework but didnt manage to cuz i didnt know how to. xDDDDDDDDDD so darling and i walked out of school. ohh! longge, feng and bear went out first, cuz they were having tuition. then, darling wanted to buy something from mamashop. so i accompanied him. xDDDD then after awhile, darling went off and then i went home. xD

hmm, guess that's it.

i'm just wondering, is everything going smoothly?