Had my Olevel oral yesterday, and it was bad i tell you, BADDD! Though, to me, my reading was fine but my conversation was utterly terrible! It was a topic which i hardly come across during tuition. Though, there were similar topics from the previous years, i couldnt think of anything relevant for the topic yesterday. But, of cause i managed to spit out some points, but it was just below my expectations. Probably, i was just being nervous upon seeing the teachers. But seriously, what made me feel utterly 'gong' was that everything just pop out in my mind AFTER the exam. Words that were suppose to finish up my 'supposedly well-prepared' sentences, were MIA during the exam but enter my mind right after i was repeating my whole oral process to my peeps. Dont you think it's very frustrating? Hmm, then again, i dont think i'm the only one who had this problem. So, people, i know how you feel. Nevermind, what's over is over. Shall not bother oral anymore and just concentrate on other subjects. For now, my biggest wish is to just get over Chinese by getting at least a B3 for it, which allows me to have one subject less to worry for. Now, i'm more worried for my english language. Both oral and paper. *gahhhh!*
PS: It was pretty fun while waiting for my turn during oral. Well, all thanks to my crappy classmates. By the way, laughter can cure nervousness.

Well, shall not stress myself now, by crapping away. :D Anyway, after oral, i met up with xn and france who were in the cosmix, doing maths. But, realised that france was concentrating on finishing her work, while xn finished hers and was preparing some game to play. She claimed that it's boring and had nothing to do. Though, that game of hers was quite a simple one, but it was pretty fun actually. So, the 3 of us played till the cosmix close, but we continued outside at the air-rifle range. By the way, in between, Rich joined our game of 'simplicity' and all of us had a good laugh at each other. Well, i guess there aint any use describing that atmosphere we had earlier because, you have got to experience it first hand. [well, actually the main reason is cause, i dont know how to describe in words. *Shhhh!*] Well then, after they had handed in their work, we left school and headed off to Admiralty for ICE-CREAM!

Haha, that is all.
It's late...
Goodnight People!

sayonara`
Jol!

TWILIGHT

is coming to life!

The movie is in the making right now. Well, if you're interested or having doubts about this, go google it for yourself.

:D

Hah! i'm superbly excited about this!

Hmm, is my actions very geeky?

Well, wait a minute, i actually dont care at all. :D

Where have I been all this while? Somehow, I just have the feeling that i'm missing out alot of stuff in life. Everytime, when I go into a trance, I just feel like bursting into tears but,somehow, i dont have the courage to. It's a lonely world and my world is starting to desaturate. Another 4 more months or lesser to my major exams, do you know how stressful it is just by thinking of it? But what really demoralised me was my trip to the gym yesterday. I couldnt help thinking about how weak I had become. It must be the damn chocolates I had been eating these few days. But, dont you think it's quite impossible for that to affect my stamina so much? I mean, yesterday, it was my shortest run ever! No matter how many times i told myself to be optimistic, somehow, now i dont seem to be listening to myself anymore.[Jolene, what is that gonna do with your run?] Well, i just became superbly emo when i walked out of gym. Not even one line of smile appeared on my face.

I'm sorraye, it's just another post about my emo-ic behaviour.

Now, even the sky is crying...

Well, gotta start mugging.
Sayonara`
Jol!

hey peeps, sorraye for not updating... was busy mugging. okay, maybe it's hard to believe but i really did. but, of cause my idiotic habit got the better of me, and almost 90% of my time sitting infront of the books, was wasted through day-dreaming. sad isnt it? yea i know... i got scolded for that...

ANYWAY! i wanna THANK all my friends who had celebrated my birthday together with me. peeps! it's really fun having you guys by my side, and i'm serious... though, i'm not showing it out, but deep inside, i really do appreciate my friends alot, just that expressing it out is just quite a big challenge for me. but i bet that you guys can feel how thankful i am for that day. seriously, without you guys, i dont think i would even know what fun really is. THANKYOU! well, honestly, how grateful i am to you guys, just cant be put into words. so i shall just keep it to myself, but you guys should get a small picture of it right? if not, then... :D

Seriously, am i really trying to challenge people out of my range? sometimes, the stuff i do may give others a feeling of something opposite of my intensions. recently, i've noticed that the way i think, worries me. am i really that desperate to find disasters? my hectic mind is gonna cause my whole life to turn dull very soon! *shouts*

haha, oh well, too stress... too stress... LOLS!

okay people, it's bedtime. there's Amaths tuition tmr and it's gonna ruin my morning again! *grr* but, early bird gets the worm. :D *craps*

goodnight people! or should i say, MORNING people! :D

sayonara`
Jol!