Question: If both your boyfriend and mum are drowning in the sea, and you're the only one who can save them, who would you save?

Answer: I rather die with them. At least we 3 will still be together in the after life.

I fucking hate this idiotic question! You're making me choose between 2 people I loved most during such a crucial moment. And I seriously hate that. That's why I said I hate emotions, and my indecisive attitude. I rather make everyone happy or I don't at all. I rather have everyone I loved most to be happy together with me or I just dont have them at all. Making everyone satisfied individually is stressing me out! I rather be alone, just me in this unfair world. No, let me rephrase that, I rather not be a part of this at all.

I can never and I really mean never choose between people I loved most. You want me to take sides in a family conflict, I'll just ignore and let them settle themselves. If I ever join a mafia gang and I'm told to kill the next person and it's one of my family members, I'll protect them instead until the boss shoots me in the head. You guys dont know how I see the word family or even the 2 words loved ones. They are much too dear to me. This includes Jo.

Please, please, dont ever make me choose between them unless you really want me to die.
[Oh great, I just gave my enemies an idea on how to get rid of me. Shucks.]

Howdaye.

Yup, I just gave my blog a whole new look. Cause I was looking at my blog previously, and realised that my blog looked extremely childish and the more I looked at it, it gave me the feeling that I'm trying to act childish and cute when I'm not. I'm 17 this year and my blog don't show that I'm 17. It reflected me as some 12 year old kid and I don't like that. I know it's pretty slow to realise something that's there infront of you the whole time. So, enough with the cartoons and all, it's just plain old blog with no signs of saying that I'm childish. :D

By the way, if you're wondering who Binky is, He's the cute little panda I gave to Boyfriend as a Valentine's day present. He's uber cute and I love him alot. To the extent when Boyfriend told me that he accidentally slept on Binky and almost flattened the life out of him, I really felt like kicking him in the nuts. But Boyfriend was lucky, we were on the phone when he told me that. Anyway, Binky is a collectable, and I really wanna buy the rest of the collections. Because one reason is that it's called The Blue Nose. BLUE NOSE. BLUEEE! Finally, something's cute that is not red! Whatever. Anyway, I also just realise that I've not mention Boyfriend's name yet. After such a long time, I've not once mentioned his name. Been calling him 'Boyfriend' here. Anyway, he's Joseph. :D

Okay, I'm gonna go karaoke-ing with my mum soon. Gotta shower.

Love, Jol!

What's up.

Hmm, I just realised something. My blog seemed so dead! I apologise for that because I wasn't really in any mood to blog these few days. And to be honest, I'm not in any mood to blog today either. But just had the feeling that I had to. So this is gonna be a very short one and I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Basically, it's more on the Valentine's day celebrations. Yes, with an 's', because I had an early celebration with Boyfriend, Bro and 'sis-in-law'. We went ice-skating on the 11th of Feb. Buttt, I don't have the pictures with me for that day. It's all with 'sis-in-law' cause she was the photographer of that day. I have no idea how to get it from her, I don't have her MSN address and worst thing, my facebook ain't working at all. Every time I log in, the page gets jammed and I had no choice but to click 'end task'. Idiotic. Oh well, gotta wait then. So I guess I'll be posting those in another entry. Anyway, the other day was Valentine's day itself. Boyfriend insisted to watch a movie and have dinner together even though the main purpose to celebrate early was not to go out on Valentine's day itself. But, well since it's my first Valentine's day, why the hell would I refuse to go out? Right? Anyway, so on with the pictures. "This ain't a short one.(Wondering)"

I took photos cause I wanna capture my Blue Contacts but none of the pictures here showed them. *Cries.

But, the other reason was to capture the memories. :D

Boyfriend is being idiotic again.

I just love this picture of him.

I extremely LOVE this one.

Hah! Now you know who's the bully in this relationship. CLUE: Looks can be deceiving.

Does anyone wanna say, "You don't look like.. you."

Does anyone agrees with me that he looks gay? Haha. Please don't kill me.

He didn't get what he wanted, hence the face. Haha!

I looked like I caught a whiff of something bad.

Requested by me. Don't you feel like giving us everything we asked for?

He surprised me with these lovelies.

Last but not least, Happy Valentine's day, Dearest.

What's up! :D

Is it too late to wish you guys 'Happy Chinese New Year' here? Haha, I hope not. Please forgive me, yea? HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!


Good thing about today is that Cheryl and I got our pay today. Haha. Even though I only worked for 2days and I'm suppose to forgo one day's pay, the amount I received was more than I expected. Hah! Okay, now I gotta save up for my 'precious'. But, I'm far from my aim. A thousand plus short. *Cries!

Oh well, I'll blog again soon, I promise.

Jol!