Sometimes, I should just keep my bloody mouth shut. I don't even know why I even bothered.

I swear I won't miss class next week.

Dammit, I wanna watch Trueblood season 2! Come on!

Anyway, I stayed at home today because I was planning to study for my UT this morning, but since I slept at 5plus the night before, I couldn't get up 9am. Instead, I woke up at around 10plus 11, had breakfast, studied like 2 problems and dozed off. I'm seriously damn shag, and yea I know others are too, but I won't deny that I'm lazier. :D Yesterday, for the first time since school started, I actually dozed off during class. Shocking, isn't it? Haha. "Don't roll your eyes at me, 4e2-ians."

Accompanied Clare, Iza and Hysha to CC but only Clare and I came out. Haha, nah, Iza and Hysha stayed to do their RJ. Well, I had a chat with Clare and did I mention that she's my childhood friend? Yea, so we basically talked about the past, how she "boss" us (can can, Joel and me) around and laughed at how naive we were when she told us that the rat hole was some snake goddess home, haha, it's hilarious because I remembered spreading that to my other friends. And well, we talked about others stuff too. Haha, it was really nice chatting with her. It's been pretty long since I did that with friends. Thanks Clare for the advice too yea? :D

Crap is all I've to say.

I know it's a sin to think of you, to have that little ounce of feelings for you, to crave for you...

I have no idea why but please forgive me.

Now, I'm overwhelmed with confusion. Am I over you, or is this just that one time when I look back at those beautiful memories and think, "What would it be like if everything had went on smoothly?" ?

I don't know...

But after today, I swear, it's gonna be the last time that you entered my train of thoughts in such a way.

Moreover, I doubt you've ever felt this way about me...

Jol!